R.I.P. daniel "dan the man" ramirez.....


wow. :/

I get so sick of being around people that ask questions. "want some of this to eat?" "what's wrong?" "when" "where" "how"

JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP.
You can't get the truth out of me. No I don't want your food, I don't know what's wrong anymore because I just don't give a fuck what happens.

Travis says in 25 days I'll be happy. Well I want to be happy NOW.
I want the world in my fucking hands and I can't have it.
I want to start college so I can meet new people. I'm sick of this fucking monotony. I want ta move into an apartment so I can get stoned as fuck and sit and WASTE away the time I waste sober.
I just don't care, get that through your brain.
I'm so numb to every emotion. That feeling I used to have, this overwhelming feeling of untainted love I had only gotten for two guys, Travis and Shane, that's gone. I'm so so numb. I cry and then I say, why the FUCK am I upset??? Who cares??? And it's over. I'm just over it. What happens fucking happens and that's how this life is gonna go weather we want it to or not. That's just how it is. So why should I waste a damn second getting in the way of it? He's right. I shouldn't have been upset when he was gone for three days. I shouldn't even care if he leaves me for good. I'll always find someone new even if I still love him. Feelings are just feelings, my life is a game. My life is a fucking video game.

And it's sad how I just. Keep. Playing.

And no this doesn't go to anyone on here.


I'm adding a few people back to Myspace, feel free to add me
Derek, I added you already :)